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i feel so sick right now dont want do even move what ia wrong with me????yuck wanna crawl under a rock and sleep
is feeling Horrible
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a dogs life no worries no problems just chillin!!!!
moralmom wrote a journal entry: sick 2:49pm
i feel so sick right now dont want do even move what ia wrong with me????yuck wanna crawl under a rock…
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moralmom replied to Nevermore59’s discussion post Remember the pain of the last loses in the Gambling Addiction & Recovery support group 7:55am
good for you sometimes i think we have to remind ourselves how we felt after and that pain is enough…
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started a goal to have my dreams.
Give your support! 2:28pm
watch my wasteful spending kick gambling in the butt! prayers are working i just asked to show me the…
i feel so sick right now dont want do even move what ia wrong with me????yuck wanna crawl under a rock and sleep
omg my prayers were answered things went smooth sister didnt even get mad....well not to me but my ears are burning lol called some other bills and …
i got up this morning feeling calm but worried i went out on porch and said my prayers and asked go to show me the way i messed up now this is the …
tring real hard to take the pain away hoping if i just take deep breathes and relax it will stop dealing with this for several years and i dont know …
mann havent been able to type much not feeling well wish i knew why i stay feeling like this im tired of being sick and tired
Hugs to you today - I hope today can bring with it some new hope. This is a hard thing to beat and really will power alone doesn't work. You aren't alone - there are others here in the same boat. I wish you peace and love - Suzi
money is never the issue. Could have been $10. You are welcome here because we all feel the same whether $10 or $10K -- it is the self violence. The punishing self. Beating self up for mistakes. Step back from self and observe -- you are probably treating yourself terrible for doing it -- this becomes a spiralling cycle (I know from experience) i.e. I gambled, I am such a loser, what does it matter anyway, I feel so bad, I need to gamble again, I am such a loser... blah blah. If you can forgive yourself and accept where you are you can love yourself and move forward. Not that I am always good with this =) Setbacks and relapses happen... must useful phrase for me : The urge to gamble will pass whether you gamble or not. If you keep repeating that you see it passes when you dont gamble and eventually when you dont go it becomes less and less. Good luck to you
I hope things are going better for you.
ahhhh, thank you so much :)
Have a wonderful day and know that you are loved and thought of each and every day. Love, Teresa
been married 24 years hubby is good but he doesnt stand beside me when it comes to discissions envolving kids having problems with kids not likin me cause i tell them the truth and dont back down always thought if u taught them good morals they would be good people but sum of mine forgot did i fail as a mother i dont know