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catastrophy
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I love hanging out with my friends and listening to music. music is my anti-drug.
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Close Depression - Teen
I know Im definitely bipolar.I dont wana die but I dont want 2 live da life Im living Im tired of being sad nd wanting the urge 2kill myself It suxs 2say but I lv cuttin myself Cuttin is my high i dont need any drugs pills beer or any other type of alcohol i dont need 2 sniff sharpies or gasoline but cuttin i went to a shrink for 11/2months both of my grandmothers died the shrink said she was gonna call me 2 weeks l8r nd she never calld bak so my own therpist gave up on me i feellost nd alone
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
- just makes me more frustrated.
- Music Not Working
- i love music, but music is just a way for me to escape into another world, but it doesn't take the pain and agony i go through everyday. It honestly just makes me sadder.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- she gave up on me, even though i only saw her for 1 1/2 months.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- my friends are basically my family. my mother and i dont get along at all, and my family is behind her because she bitches and whines and cries her fake heart out in front of all of them.
- Talking Not Working
- i really can't tlk to anybody about this, because i then feel like people will think i want attention and i dont.
- Writing Not Working
- my mothers looks through it
Close Self-Injury
I really have no story. Im in 9th grade now and ive been cutting since the 7th grade. cutting is my high. i don't dislike cutting, i find it comforting yet painful to look at all my scars across my arm. i know this makes no sense, i dont even get my obsession.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- after seeing degrassi, i tried that, and i felt stupid. im not saying the process is stupid, but me attempting using advice off of television was very stupid.
- Talking Not Working
- no one's here
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