Journal Entry for October 8, 2007
Well, different day, different day.

is feeling OK
I am an animal lover, hard working workaholic. Caregiver (for the past seven years) with no one to care for now. A little lost trying to find my way.
Well, different day, different day.
Sometimes I just want to dig a hole and hide from my mind but there's no getting away from me
I am finally back online. OMG, what a trip.
I spoke to so many people at technical support that I began to feel like a fellow …
Sneaking in some time at work. My computer is down at home so I won't be back til Friday or Saturday. Hope you are all doing …
Another day, another dollar. Wasn't so bad today, all I have to do is remember, anyone that I don't want to be bothered by is …
Hugs to you my friend!Hope things are good!Hugs...Lesa
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To put a smile upon your face my friend...*smiles "Hope lies in dreams in one's imagination and in the courage of those who dare to make dreams into reality." Author- Jonas Salk
"Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning." ~ Mohandas Karamchand (Mahatma) Gandhi
Hey Hey!!! Big smiles** I'm back...Hopefully , I've gotten this computer thingy fixed. Just wanted to let you know you're in my thoughts.... Hope you had avery merry christmas & kick butt NEW Year!!!
My mother passed away on May 14th after a long illness.The day after she died I lost my 16 year old cat. My sister and I were her my mother's caregivers. When the caregiver has no one to care for what does she do? It's very lonely - I have never felt so lost and alone.
I am a checker. Always on constant replay. The more stressed I am the worse I get.
I constantly worry about everything, no matter what it is. I can't handle it anymore.