Im just another person in this world struggling with every day shit!
MoMoe wrote a journal entry: Relief... 2:11am
So i finally got my car out of the shop. It has been over 2 years without a car. Not everything is perfect…
MoMoe changed their mood to Good 11:21pm
MoMoe gave 2HUMBLE a Hug 7:03pm
sweetie here a big hug for you, if i was there i squeeze real hard to try and make you feel better.…
MoMoe updated their status 1:14pm
July 24, 2008 2:11am
So i finally got my car out of the shop. It has been over 2 years without a car. Not everything is perfect but it runs, i still have alot of stuff to …
July 19, 2008 4:41pm
So he made his choice this morning i wasnt surprised at all by it. I was so out of it from the stress because i already new what his choice was going …
July 16, 2008 2:18am
I think about you everyday, all day. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my mind. Even just for a second you are there. At the end of …
July 14, 2008 4:53pm
So latley ive been browsing job adds. Over the weekend i found a perfect one that could fit into my schedule and would be able to give me the hours i …
Plane out the box i lost my mother, my cousin and my aunt all in a period of 3 months. My first journal entry explains more.
Well as for me i am new to this site, I never really talked about being fat in my life. I started gaining weight when i was in second grade. Partially because i think of society and me. I remeber when i was in first grade i sat there and i would think that my thighs were too fat because they weren't as skinny as the others. When it comes to support, my friends say that they support me, but in reality they dont know what its like to be fat like me. Its hard for them to understand how i feel.
For me it all started again when people who were close to me died.Now i have noticed that i have manic depression, i feel like a light bulb. Even though i try to move on the past still haunts me.
I get urges to cut myself when i feel like shit or i had a bad day. Anything to release the pain inside. I started cuting more and more now.I have become addicted to cutting.Its so hard to stop. I think if i continue it will lead to something worse.
I have sever ibs, there are days that i cant do anything because of it. I have learned that some of what triggers it is anxiety,stress and depression. I have all thoughs symptons and dealing with ibs sux ass!
I started smoking her and there with friends.I never thought that i could be this way. I remeber the first time i started smoking more was when my mom died.I remember right after the service i had to go get high, i couldnt be around family anymore( u know how funerals are). Now i use it to get through every day shit. I want to cut back or stop for a while at least.
My best friends dad was diagnosed with rapid als. I dont know how to help him. I lost my mother a couple years ago and to go through another death seem so hard.
I have major anxiety attacks,when they come about i just want to take a knife and cut. I hate it. I do this to escape the feelings,to have a sense of relief.
I have been raised up in a family where gambling is a priority. The biggest effect of it all is my father. He doesnt realize how much he hurts me.
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