Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
So.
im reallly...idk.
just felt like writting.
no purpose.
*shrugs*
oh well.
i got woke up at 8:00 this morning because my employer forgot she was working …
is feeling Bad
fuglyyy bitttchhhh.
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Reading. Music. Green Tea. Any Tea For That Matter. Hot Baths. Math. Organizing. Pharmecuticals. The Color Turqoise. Cameras. Pillows. Disney Princesses. Except Belle. Cause Shes A Whore. Yep.
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So.im reallly...idk.just felt like writting.no purpose.*shrugs*oh well.i got woke up at 8:00 this morning…
BandRebel changed their mood to Bad 10:22pm
So.
im reallly...idk.
just felt like writting.
no purpose.
*shrugs*
oh well.
i got woke up at 8:00 this morning because my employer forgot she was working …
okay.
so i figured i should tell the story just so everyone knows exactly what happened.
here goes nothin.
i met this guy on …
i hate him.
i hate him so much.
he ruined me.
all of me.
my purity.
my mind.
my heart.
everything i had left.
stupid bastard.
mom's flippin out saying that me and my bro dont do anything around the house.
i DO.
i do what she asks and keep my bathroom and bedroom …
hah wow i feel extremely unwelcome here.
i guess some things never change.
hey i have a new account that i am going to use from now on! my user name is shay319
I have created a New Support Group For Abuse Survivors Feel Free To Take A Look Around see what you think we also have a website which you will find on the news section... http://dailystrength.org/groups/ta...
I have created a New Support Group For Abuse Survivors Feel Free To Take A Look Around see what you think we also have a website which you will find on the news section... http://dailystrength.org/groups/ta...
why are you bnoycotting beef? =]
big hugs! I love your photos. You are very beautiful. Hope you are doing ok...
I've had Athama since like Kindergarten. It can get pretty bad sometimes of the year if I dont keep up on my Meds. Which I dont so.. yep:)
I found out I had depression in June(of '07).
I cut and burn...What more is there to say?
When ever I hear sirens or see the lights of police cars, ablumulence, fire trucks, ect.
I get Eczema every year around the same time. Usually I try my best not to scratch at it, and I usually succed. But at night I scratch when I'm asleep so i'll wake up in the morning to bleeding/raw arms and legs.
Um my dad died when I was 8. When I woke up that morning I went out of my bedroom and there were police men and EMT's and firefighters. It scared me. So I have this major fear of Ambluences, Firetrucks, and sometimes Police Cars. Escpecially the sirens.
I'm trying to lose weight a few pounds and get toned!
To much to say...Had it pretty much since birth. Ask and i'll tell.
I just have alot of stress in my life right now.
To many to name. Most raw fruits and vegatables. Among many other things...
I'm waiting for marrige. I feel that it is the one promise to God that I can keep.
My "dad" was addicted to Perscription drugs...end of story. I have a friend that is into drugs...argh. My boyfriend used to be heavy into drugs to, but he isnt anymore.
Not really much to say i guess. I think health food ROCKS!
I'm boycotting beef!!! Ask me y and i'll be more than happy to tell you....hehehe.
My Doctor said I have a some OCD. I count everything...
I have anxitey...big time...
I stretch my mouth open really wide and do funny things with my nose. I also move my fingers really weirdly. This appears if i'm stressed out. Its still there even if I'm not though..
I am a recovered bulimic! No one in my family or my friends know. I am proud of myself for being able to keep this on the DL and worked myself out of this mess:) It is possible guys. I promise.
Been here done this. lol. I'm weird it usually comes after or only a couple days before.
I dont have it as bad as I used to. But its still there. ugh. Acne sucks hardcore. blah!
I have gotten Pneumonia a few times.
My mom is a Widow...
I was born with a bad Pancreas I suppose...
My cousin (like a sister) had a stillborn. Elizabeth Ann. Beautiful baby.
Have a really hard time sleepin. Just depends on the night and my mood I guess.
Grandma's a survivor.
My Grandma is a survivor. My non-blood related Grandma is/has been batteling cancer for a few years now. Keeps showing up in all parts of her body:(
I get sick alot. I have a weak immune system.
I wish I was homeschooled.
ear infections when i was little. had tubes put in and have worked pretty well but i still read lips cause its hard to hear.