Joanne's Journal

3/3: I did it again! The more regular I get with this, the more excited I get! Unfortunately, the more I do of the dosage, the worse I'll feel, but I'll deal with that later. I did more than a half dose in the left hip, already took 400 of ibuprofen, and massaged for a while with the sunburn gel.

I'm wondering what's going to happen in the next week though. My part-time job that feels like a full-time job has really picked up in the last month, and I just found out (minutes ago actually) that I am starting another 2 month part-time gig on Monday. I'm not really sure how that'll work yet, but I'm sure they brought me on board to organize it all. With my daytime sleeping time abruptly seeming to come to an end, I am nervous that I'll let myself falter off schedule in fear of the flu-like sypmtoms that can plague me the morning after shooting up. I think I just journaled that here so I can't hide from the fact that I let those symptoms stop me in the past. 2007 is a new year: it is my year; it is supposed to be my year of change, so no more hiding. My goal for the next shot as of right now is Monday. We'll see what happens...