Joanne's Journal

6/11: I am so fucking lucky.  I got the results of my MRI tonight, and the report says there are no new or enhancing lesions.  I think that's only the second stable MRI I've gotten since I have been on and off the Rebif.  I am very fortunate.  I dodged a bullet this time.  I am very lucky.

I need to take this happy moment and remember how it feels, and then compare it to how it felt when the results were not this good.  I need to resolve myself to the fact that I need to be getting back on the shots and staying on the shots.  I am actually considering after all these years getting retrained in giving myself the shots.  I am also considering asking my boyfriend if he wants to get trained, too.  I think that would be harder for me to have him do the shots than to give them to myself, but maybe the threat of knowing he could do it would motivate me more to do it myself.  I need to get on this, and I need to get on it now.  Perhaps I will call after my appointment tomorrow.