Joanne's Journal

5/12: Well, my fears are confirmed: I have regained my fear of the needle.  I know the burn is what used to deter me, but now that I've put off the shots for three months, it's having the needle go in that's the harder point right now.  I did do it tonight in the LH at the 2 mark.  I think that it's good for now that I'm going with smaller dosages because the burn is not as prevalent so I can deal with the needle going in.  Hopefully I'll master that sooner than later so I can then start to deal with the burn.  What will really burn is when I have my MRI done and find out there's been activity and either go on the roids for another 6 months or have to explain that I haven't been doing my shots.  Which is worse...