Joanne's Journal

5/8: I did shoot up last night RH at the 2 mark.  I should have looked back at my journal to see where I started when I was restarting the shots.  I feel like hell right now: I had my last infusion today.  I am exhausted on the outside and hyped up on the inside.  It is quite the contrast.  Part of me really hopes I don't have to do more of these for the next six months.  I hope there's no new activity on the MRI.  I hope the doctor doesn't want to pull me off Rebif becuase he thinks I'm using it and it's not working.  I need to go to bed to try to fight the intensity inside me so I can go to sleep.  Argh.  I need to get better at this.