i just so pissed offim disgustingi …
i just so pissed offim disgustingi hate myself im such a disgusting fat dog faced cunti fucking hate myselfi am …
Still have not given up te beer or ciggrettess.
I hate my self for it and my stomach is disgusting!.
I feel deppressive waves again this afternoon, my meds are not working, i took 3mg klonopin this am which kind of took anxiety down .
I hate this its been 3 months of being patient trying to get a med to work and im sick of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
I dont know why the hell i was ever even born!, whats the point to when i have to keep going through this.
I dont likemyself today and it sucks!!!!!.
i just so pissed offim disgustingi hate myself im such a disgusting fat dog faced cunti fucking hate myselfi am …
omg im disgusting.i need to have control. idk care if it hurts. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect …
feeling so disgusting....i've had some control FINALLY!!...and then i broke...i had a binge tonight...i …