Sitting here watching the snow just come down and come down. Going to start my Christmas cookies today or tomorrow. Finished decorating my tree this morning, which looks real nice. I love my ornaments--there are many GOOD memories associated with them and Christmas--not all memories are bad. Still not feeling super great. I'm getting over a bladder/kidney infection, and my kidney is still hurting pretty bad. I feel alright; the pain from it just nags at me. Even though my husband and I are getting back together, I had a dream about a guy from DS who I had a really good rapport with during the darkest times this past summer. I only knew him from this site and talked to him frequently on the phone--never met him personally. I just hope he is doing great and will definitely never forget him. He really had a hand in getting me back on track with gaining strength and confidence in myself. Just a deep down good person who deserves the best life has to offer. I told my husband I had that dream because I felt a little guilty actually when I got up this morning. It was, though, only a dream. This coming Friday is the radiology department's Christmas party, which I have gone to just about every year since I started working there. I am really looking forward to seeing the girls with their dates/husbands at the party. My husband will be going with me. He has always had a good time at these parties too blabbing with the few doctors I know and having a little wine and a buffet style dinner. I know one of the doctors a little more personally, because he married a friend of mine back in 2000. It was interesting how she made contact with him herself after I just mentioned he was single, they dated for a while, then moved in together, combining families, and then married. I don't talk to her any more, but I hope they are sincerely happy.
Your tree sounds lovely! I hope you'll have a wonderful time at the party. Sounds like things are looking brighter and I'm happy for you. You deserve happiness!
bluebird19
Look at you all festive and healing! I'm so happy for you! Have a wonderful Christmas. Sounds like you are off to a great start.
31Yrs