DestinyIncarnate's Journal

Well this was an interesting experience! I found 5 cigarettes on a bus to my univrsity on Friday so i took them and yesterday i had one and today i had the other 4 and i cant say i really understand why people smoke! I dont understand either why its always said that people who havent smoked before cough as i knew what to do instantly! I think so unless there is a way you are meant to draw out the nicatine or something ~ Laughs ~ I dont know i dont think its something ill actgively go after!

Hell the only reason i did it in the first place was well because they were there, were free and the whole smoking kills thing is attractive since i kinda want God to take me off this Earth in place of someone else and im helping him out by giving him the option of giving me cancer ~ Laughs ~ Its annmoying to try and hide the smell though! I went on a long wodner around kthe area around my village! Between 3 to 4 miles and i still smelt like an ashtray! Luckily no one was home as i dontwant them thinking i really have taken up smoking!

I was gonna make them last out for a while and have them like on Fridays when im at university but ity was always at the back of my mind so when my brother left i went out of the house and smokd them all! Its the same proncipal as with food! If they arent ther ei wont desire them and even if i do i cant do a damn thing till net friday when i can go to a big supermarket ~ laughs ~ Maybe someone can explain the lure of cigarettes sometime lol!