Journal Entry for May 16, 2008
Wow this has changed since i was last here! I managed to get through the last year of university and am on a break until about July when i get to go …
is feeling Excellent
Err im a shy person! I dont much like peopel in realty but seem to be able to get along wil with them online! Though im better at that on another journal site i have! My best friend is and always will be myself! Any attempts i ever made to reach out resulted in me getting burnt! Th eonly person really capapble of communicating with me in reality is my brother, im not close to my parents and all my problems may or may not be caused by an Autism Spectrum Disorder! I have an army of peopel trying to sort me out and i can only but wish them luck!
Wow this has changed since i was last here! I managed to get through the last year of university and am on a break until about July when i get to go …
Just put a little one! Im doing alright ~ Laughs ~ One week until i go back to university again! Not looking forward to that but its alright ~ …
Well this was an interesting experience! I found 5 cigarettes on a bus to my univrsity on Friday so i took them and yesterday i had one and today i …
Its strange when you wonder around places on here liek the ocmmunities i am a member of i kinda wonder if i even belong in some of them! Maybe last …
((HUGS))
Hope all's well! Remember I'm here if you need talk! =]
FOREVER FRIENDS When you're down or feeling blue There's someone here who cares When people seem to walk right on by Or pass with vacant stares. You have a friend who cares for you And will always be close by Anytime you need to talk or if you should need to cry. When your days are happy And your sadness seems to flee I'm still that faithful friend Oh, please remember me. When you need to share something That's caused your eyes to shine Then come to me and you will see That shine reflected in mine. I'm happy when you're happy, And I feel blue when you are blue. And always and forever I'll be a friend to you. Love, Teresa
thanks!!! its great that everyone is so supportive here!!!! but yeah, thanks for your words of wisdom-it does help alot
sending some love
Well its changed over the time and its now at the point where i feel i have some control! Im down to 2 hours pacing a day and some sit ups (300) and weight lifting (40 pounds)aslong as i relax and dont think about it i seem fine!
This came hand in hand with my eating because i used to get seriously angry with myself and would lash out with the blade when id had enough! Never on my arms though as i liek them! I attack legs and stomach so when i look in the mirror i see scars and not fat!
Ive had this ever since i was younger and its believed to be the underlying cause for all my problems perhaps due to Asbergers syndrome! I hate being around poeple it stresses me out and ive been known to completely break down even when the people are my family! I cant communicate or trust them and being the centre of attention makes me ill and shake like crazy! Im also highly paranoid of what peopel think whenever they see me! Im much happier alone!
I have just recently been diagnoses as falling within the spectrum of Aspergers Syndrome! I still have to have the report made and some final questions asked but it seems to be the case now!