Is this a game?
So my STBX gives me a call this afternoon and asks if I'm busy. So I say, "Why, what's …

Hi All
Not much news. Having temptations to contact Laura in aome small way but not let it appear I am missing her. I emailed her last Sat am to tell her and the kids it was Zach's last game and they had wanted to come see one. She e mailed back she couldnt come and thought her son was going to the Cardinals game, but would have them let me know. They didnt, but Zach got a message from her daughter that she really wanted to come but had no ride....
Just hearing a while ago from my friend that he thought she still had feelings, and then her saying she couldnt go to Zach's game like she would if she could is making me think about her. I know the only chance I would be happy is if she came to me. If I coax her interest then it will be cause she knew I was missing her and she would be in the same upper handded position she always has been in. So I guess I need to resist.......
Work is tough this week as I am alone-the other guy I work with is on vacation. And it is in the 90's this week!!! Going to Boston/Styx Fri!!! Miss everyone. Seems like no one is getting on the sight much lately. Take care, and wish me luck in keeping the "no contact" thing. Mark
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Good luck! you can do this. Deep easy breaths
rubeli
Hey Mark.....you replied to my latest journal entry & I reply back with your same advice & words of encouragemnt.....we will be there someday. This is all a huge learning experience so that our next relationships will be truly amazing....keep that in mind. I know that if someone jumps into a new relationship as quickly as our ex's have, it will only be trouble down the road....hopefully both of us will be through the hurt & anger & involved with someone 10 times the person they were. Chin up, love.....my thoughts & prayers are with you & my support, although not always visible, is always there. Hug for you ....:)
pam96
Thanks you guys for the nice thoughts...Hugs to you
mark61