off to the ball game
sooo..... today is the ball game I hope it is fun and i hope my stepdad doesnot come i will take the subway home. Still …
Hi Everyone! Back from the Big Apple and another year older as of yesterday! Loved NY! Never been and I found it very cool. Zach as well. Should have stayed there, but we styed in New Jersey and had to take a shuttle and then train to Penn Sta. every am. Next time I'll know! Did a double decker bus all around to see all the big sights and did a night trip to see the lights-very cool!! Went to a Mets game, and drove to NJ Six Flags which was neat with lots of Bigger rides!! Had a great time!
Yesterday was my B-day and not much excitement-worked and then went to see Hulk with Zach and one of his friends and his dad. Good movie-not much of a sci fi guy or comic follower, but it was very good! Zach is having a tournement all weekend, but so far rain has cancelled 2 games. Hope the 2pm game today is on, then down to my big brother's with the family for a BBQ!!!!!
Have been better since I switched to Lexapro I think. This am I was thinking about how bummed I am that Laura never e mailed, testedor sent a card for my B-day...Before I would have sobbed, but I just welled up a little and then said what the F*#@*$@!!! Let her own that-right?????? I know she gets very busy, and maybe just plain forgot, but I saw her son and sent him e mails and tests for his graduation and plan on sending cards nest week to her daughter for her birthday. I plan on being me and being the sweetheart I have always been, and they can deal with what they dont do... Sound so put together dont I??? lol
Anyway, hope you all are well. Havent heard from some of you and hope you are well. I am I'd say good, but not a day goes by when I dont think of her. Maybe never will, and I guess that's ok. Hope she is doing the same, but as of yesterday I'd say-NOT. Take care all my friends......Mark
sooo..... today is the ball game I hope it is fun and i hope my stepdad doesnot come i will take the subway home. Still …
One day closer to Friiiiiiiiiiiday! At my therapist appt yesterday Barbara said, "your demeanor is very sad. I was …
Had a long heart to heart with Earl last night, about the kids, where we need to be with Zach, and his(Earls) family, …
Happy late birthday! Sounds like you re making progress... Five stages of grief, sounds like a little anger creeping in there! good for you!
rubeli