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Hi all. Not much happening that is newsworthy. I am doing good I guess. Lonely, but doing a lot with friends and family. Going to Zach's games and Cardinal games etc.. Last contact with you know who was her sending an e mail saying it is the last response I will recieve. She was upset about me contacting her daughter on facebook and talking too much about "us". It was "inappropriate". She made sure I knew she was happy and asked me to "please, please move on with my life-she has"
I feel less and less, which I hoped after this many months. I hear about her sometimes and I know she has alienated some other friends. I hope she finds what she wants. I cant say I dont miss her, but I am sure some of it is just the companionship and comfort she provided. I know I'll find it again, but I am not "looking" I want it to come to me.
Miss a lot of you who havent been active online or in your journals. Look everyday, but havent heard hide'nor hair! Hope you all are doing well-HUGS.......Mark
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Not much news. Having temptations to contact Laura in aome small way but not let it appear I am missing her. I emailed her last Sat am to tell her and the kids it was Zach's last game and they had wanted to come see one. She e mailed back she couldnt come and thought her son was going to the Cardinals game, but would have them let me know. They didnt, but Zach got a message from her daughter that she really wanted to come but had no ride....
Just hearing a while ago from my friend that he thought she still had feelings, and then her saying she couldnt go to Zach's game like she would if she could is making me think about her. I know the only chance I would be happy is if she came to me. If I coax her interest then it will be cause she knew I was missing her and she would be in the same upper handded position she always has been in. So I guess I need to resist.......
Work is tough this week as I am alone-the other guy I work with is on vacation. And it is in the 90's this week!!! Going to Boston/Styx Fri!!! Miss everyone. Seems like no one is getting on the sight much lately. Take care, and wish me luck in keeping the "no contact" thing. Mark
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Good luck! you can do this. Deep easy breaths
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Hey Mark.....you replied to my latest journal entry & I reply back with your same advice & words of encouragemnt.....we will be there someday. This is all a huge learning experience so that our next relationships will be truly amazing....keep that in mind. I know that if someone jumps into a new relationship as quickly as our ex's have, it will only be trouble down the road....hopefully both of us will be through the hurt & anger & involved with someone 10 times the person they were. Chin up, love.....my thoughts & prayers are with you & my support, although not always visible, is always there. Hug for you ....:)
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Thanks you guys for the nice thoughts...Hugs to you
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Hey, thanks for your comment. Sometimes I don't have the energy to post here. I hate to keep saying more of the same. Sounds like you are moving on and doing better. Moving on isn't always easy. i'm mindy2602 on yahoo instant messenger if you ever feel like chatting...
Take care of you!
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