no one is gonna read this, buttttt
August 19, 2008 10:21am
yeah, I've lost everything that was wonderful, and it hurts more then I ever figured it would.
I don't understand why all of this could happen …
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NICHOLAGRIMM
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everything important in my life has fucked off. I dont wana do this anymore
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September 29
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NICHOLAGRIMM changed their mood to Excellent 8:55am
September 10
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NICHOLAGRIMM gave tylercj a Hug 5:23am
thanks! yeah it sucks feeling like this alot of the time. It's worse recently though. got dumped by my…
September 8
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NICHOLAGRIMM gave tylercj a Hug 10:54am
I'd honestly go to america too! I went to newyork once and I fell inlove! I didn't feel like such a loser…
September 7
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NICHOLAGRIMM gave tylercj a Hug 1:34pm
i guess its too crouded, depending on what area you live in :) and thank you! ditto. im worse tbh, but…
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I'm SCARED;
August 5, 2008 10:11am
I thought I knew myself, it has taken me ages to understand who I am, why I do things ect.
Lately though, I'm a completely different person, …
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left alone again
June 8, 2008 6:35am
I am not going to make an effort for friends anymore,
as far as im concerned all humans are shits.
I reaaaaallllllyyyyy am pissed off with being left …
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i cut :(
April 28, 2008 1:15pm
quite badly, so right now, im feeling like shit. alot of shit tbh. fucking gay as hell. =@
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aww hugs :)
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i know, and ur doing great. keep following ur heart. i there has to be a way where u can move here. where there is a will, theres a way. i truly believe that there is always the highest form of wealth in every career choice, people just need to realize it exists. like for instance, instead in health, instead of being a personal trainer and working so hard everyday, one on one, why would someone take that knowledge and write a book on health?? it makes sence to me!!! then that person will make more in there book sales then they would, if they worked years and years of being a personal trainer. making money is not taught in school, and its sick that it isnt, all they teach is how to find a job, well who wants to work for 35 years? i sure dont, i want money working for me, so i can do what i love to do in life! that is what life is all about!! hugs :)
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we will show them, yeah message me anytime too, hope to chat some time, thanks for what you said, because not many people know whats your going through. xxx
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wow those pictures r pretty!! very nice!! do u have a cool digital camera? check out the last 6 videos i made yesterday morning while hiking in the fog. it was so much fun! http://www.youtube.com/tylercj
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yeah hey i know all about so called friends, im trying to rebuild my life, uni didnt let me retake the year, so im looking for jobs, so im gonna show people and really do it, so i know how it is going, i hope to see you on here more often, you can do it especially if you want to show those people, i know about "so-caled" friends leaving and that. go for it. xxx
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Close Bereavement - Teens
About, 10 years ago my sister commited suicide, I was lied to most of the time about it....It still effects me alot. I had no one to talk to about it. Now I can't bring myself to get close to my family, I resent them, and I'm terrified they will leave too. If i was good enough she would have stayed. I cut everyday..
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Not Working
- they siad they would write me back about further treatment... And they havent.
Close Depression - Teen
Since my sister commited suicide, Ive felt low. No one has been there for me. And Most of the time I just want to lie in bed. I feel usless and pathetic. Ive felt this way for at least 10 years, and I cut regularly.
Treatments
- Writing Not Working
- It just got me more upset
Open Anger Management
I'll bottle up my feelings and then I will lash out on anyone that is around.
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for a while, sometimes, I don't only cut, I also don't eat..Sometimes I will actualy not eat for weeks. I cut everyday. And I have no idea how to stop. I dont know if i wan t to stop. Ive tried to kill myself alot of times and am starting to consider it again.
Open Panic Attacks
I never used to suffer from them. However, very recently I've had them nearly every week. They tend to be more at night then any other time. And cause me to loose sleep.
Open Multiple Personalities
I havent been diagnosed, but i have a sneeking suspicion that i might. Im joining to get information about it to make sure.
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