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My husband called on Sept. 30 and said he was starting electro-convulsive therapy to attempt to cure his mental illness. He has to go under …

My husband called on Sept. 30 and said he was starting electro-convulsive therapy to attempt to cure his mental illness. He has to go under …
Sunday night: I dreamt that I was out on a movie date with a female co-worker and she initiated some hand-holding. It felt good, …
January 5 became my husband's sober anniversary. He had disappeared for a day and a half, using crack cocaine on January 3 and 4. His …
At times, I've felt like I'm on a small airplane that keeps changing altitude. My stomach jumps and I think we're going to …
It seems I only post in this journal when I'm dissatisfied. Well. Everything has been peachy. We had a lovely Christmas with …
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flowers to make you smile from your new friend.... gail
thanks for post
I feel your pain. Stay strong.
Married in a private legal ceremony to someone of the same sex. We were scheduled to have a huge wedding for guests later that week. We had a "date" to finish writing the vows, but he was a no-show until he came home at 2 a.m. I found e-mail proof he had been having sex with a no-strings hookup through a gay website; he had met the same person before, in our bathtub; and he had taken crack. I confronted him the next day and he confessed. We went through with the big wedding 48 hours later.
I am a newlywed. My husband and I were married in June 2007. Days later, I found out he was a cocaine addict. I wrote my story for the "Infidelity" community.
There is something unique about my body that has, in my belief, spoiled some of my chances for sexual relationships that I otherwise would have had, not least because I tend to feel bad about my body. All my life, I weighed my options: marriage or monkhood? I recently had a short and devastating marriage (see my journal). Therefore, life has chosen for me. I will probably end up a monk. I have no desire to marry again.
Husband was in denial of his bipolar disorder and did not get therapy or medication. It led to extreme financial problems, a serious drug addiction, the loss of his home, job, and marriage, and now HIV infection.