damn I'm tired …
damn I'm tired
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i am realizing going into week two how fucking bored i am. i dont know what to do with myself. why is it when i was drunk i didnt feel this way? i am so damn tired and have no ambition to do anything but sit here at my computer and keep my mind occupied with anything other than booze. i am starting to see in myself how angry i am at things or certain people. i realize that i dont or wasnt dealing with my feelings or anger but instead drinking to hide. i am rambling here just saying what i think i feel. my mind still feels somewhat clouded and i am so damn tired i just want to get past this so i can get control of my life again.
whatever maybe i can write more later
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