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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i think i have hit my bottom.  i am so sick and shaking.  i drink so much i have no idea what iam doing any more.  every time i say i wont drink because i feel like shit i end up drinking.  its so out of control i hate myself.  today i see my dr.  i am quitting cold turkey with her help.  I NEED HELP.  the anti depressants she put me are not working because i drink so much and i am still so sad.  i can take this anymor. my family are all angry at me.  i just cant take this any more. 
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  1. gjm

    from my experience, we all had to get there before we got better.


    gjm

  2. Badabing

    I've been there dragon, there is hope. It sucks I know, but it takes time. One day at a time hun....shit in our case, one hour at a time. Do whatever it takes to try and get better. I found that staying busy worked for me, keeping myself distracted. My thoughts and prayers are with you.


    Badabing

  3. zam811

    I can definitely relate friend. You are a beautiful talented young lady. You have a lot to live for. You will be a testimonal for all who suffer from alcoholism - just one moment, one minute, one half hour at a time... You and a HIGHER POWER can and will do it!!


    zam811

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