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Journal Entry for June 19, 2008 Mood
Thursday, June 19, 2008

things have taken a turn for me.  personal shit.  personal shit i am not doing so well handling and believe it or not i would give anything for a drink at this moment.  for the first time in 4 months now, i am thinking i just cant do this.  goddamn it.

why cant all this just fucking go away.  i want to grab a bottle hide under my covers and just forget about everything and everybody.

 

it wasnt supposed to be this way!!!!!! 

UPDATED GOALS

Stay Sober

115 days sober

sobriety (days)

115

Encouragements: 1

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Comments

  1. gjm

    Remember IT IS WHAT IT IS.. I know you don't like to hear that but that"s reality my friend.

    BE GOOD TO YOURSELF


    gjm

  2. krm

    Hang in therw my freind it will pass, just a rough spot on the road. You have came way too far to turn back now. Everything will work out right.


    krmCommunity Leader

  3. Denise408

    No sometimes life is not what we want it to be but it is what it is. And I know for me it is, what I do with my life that matters so hang in there kiddo it works. You are worth all the love and happiness and peace that you desire for yourself. Remember this too shall pass just let it love always Denise


    Denise408

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