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Journal Entry for June 7, 2008 Mood
Saturday, June 7, 2008

seems all goes along and i have things under control then all hell breaks loose yet again.  i have been feeling so happy and in control and today i feel sad and pissed off.  i can't get past or rid of an issue in my past, he keeps coming back.  now i have a wedding to go to today and i will be surrounded by people drinking.  i'm not sure how to deal with this. 

maybe i am just stressed and anxious about that.  life is a bitch sometimes.

 

i have made it to day 103 and i dont want to go back.  

 

i just want to make it through this day.  i feel like i am being tested for some reason when in fact i should be thinking of going and just enjoying the time out.  shit

 

 

UPDATED GOALS

Stay Sober

103 days sober

sobriety (days)

103

Encouragements: 1

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Comments

  1. gjm

    Just stay in the day my friend. We all have days like this. Just remember where you came from.

    To another day


    gjm

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