dragonflydazd's Journal

well it was a long weekend here and figures eh, rained pretty much the whole thing and even snowed this morning.  sunny now but cold.  perfect weekend for repainting my office and getting ready for a whole new space.  brighter, happy colour lol and even some plants i think.  if i have to spend time there it may as well be my space instead of the guys.  the only girl place i have at the shop lmao. 

i'm feeling pretty good.  still tired and headachy but eh could be worse.  could be hungover and sick all day.  6 more days and i reach my first personal goal of 90 days.  woohoo.  one day at a time and i'm doing this, even with the bitchy down days lmao.  hey everyone needs to vent and i have become a pro .

the depression is starting to lift some.  still not sure if the meds are working or not but people around me say they are so that's a good thing.  depression is an odd thing, it can consume you just like alcohol does.  sooner or later i will reach that peak and start on the positive side of things.  i feel very positive about things this time.  i am almost at a point where i havent been before and i feel really good about that.  i dont need alcohol.  

well more later

here's to another day sober

always

dragonfly