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Journal Entry for October 15, 2007 Mood
Monday, October 15, 2007
Well hello on green smiley monday!!! 4 months ago today on june 15 my baby girl was alive and well it was my last dr's appt. and I got to hear my sweet Esthers heart beat for the last time and I can remember she was moving around and kicking like crazy(maybe she was trying to get out), that was a good memory. At that appiontment my dr. said "well we are out of the woods now", it was the one and only appiontment Justin did not go to, and he told me just to skip it because it was so early in the morning, but I went and I am so thankful that I did! I think I would have blamed myself for what has happend if I had not gone to that appointment, I just know for sure there is nothing I could have done. Well I hope you all light your candles tonight I know I will I am going to light one in Esthers garden.
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  1. tinag

    i will light a cndle for sweet Ester beautifull life.Hope you are well hang in there God will always repay what is stolden from us may yo be blessed with more than you can imagine!!!!!!!Lotts of love,Christina


    tinag

  2. dulcylee

    What a nice way to write this day's journal entry. My candle will certainly be lit! God Bless all of our precious little angels!


    dulcylee

  3. joyce19974

    My candle will be lit. Thinking of all our angels in heaven.


    joyce19974

  4. Leosmommy

    think of me at 5pm your time...I will be lighting my candle for our babies


    Leosmommy

  5. GemmCass

    Esther was in my prayers when I lit my candle.. I thought of her and all of Ella's little friends in heaven-


    GemmCass

  6. helmel

    Candles will be lit in my house, at my angels grave and at some of my families house too, memories like that are so precious memories that will last a life time, i am glad you did go because that is a sweet memory just for you xoxo


    helmel

  7. MEGNEEDSABABY

    i hope everyone finds peace in the candle lighting. love and hugs, meg


    MEGNEEDSABABY

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