ChefJess's Journal

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

I like that I can hike and start a fire no problem

I like that I can climb a tree

I make the best brownies ever..my family actually refers to them as crack brownies..they are that addictive.

I don't laugh I giggle and I think thats ok

I LOVE that I was 2000 AAU national champ for all style karate

3rd in the world, and that I have been on several national teams

I graduated from the toughest Culinary school in the country

ok thats enough for now...

more things I don't like but can fix....

I don't like my weight or bf% (but I want to fix it in a healthy way)

I don't like my constant anxiety about people not likeing me and leaving me

I don't like that I don't trust anyone

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love, love, love these journal entries. They make you take a look at the good in your life, instead of focusing on the negative. Hugs

bebu
:) The serenity to accept the things that Jess can't change, the courage to change the things she can, and the wisdom to know the difference. XO

Gabrador
Psssh, if I could whoop ass like you could, I'd just karate chop anyone who looked at me wrong! Lol. But wow, I think I made a mistake in picking you as an older sis. Its too much to live up to!! Lol. I can't be third in the world in anything! :O!

Psstt... Things I don't like about you: nothing.

;)

sabishii
I love what you love and I love that you can fix the things that you dont love, and i have to agree with everyone of the comments above, take note Jess you are loved and people do like you, and always will.

Laura28
I can't believe what you have accomplished. You are so awesome. I climbed a tree once I exited the hospital after IP. I did it for my ED group who was still there, we had agreed on that and it was the most freeing thing. My husband thought I was crazy, but who cares. Didn't you go to the CIA in California? My husband and I went there when we visited my son. It's such a pretty place and the food - oh my God. We had this little pink dessert and I just loved it. I'll post a picture, you probably know how to make it.
Trust is a tough one for me too. So much disappointment from friends and family, so much abandonment.

Karrin