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Update

Monday, March 31, 2008

Okay so, as far as Adrian goes, I got a e-mail from him saying

"Sweet girl, of course I want to still talk to you. I know you have been through (and are still going through) a lot. I hope I can help you be less anxious and to relax a little bit. I want you to know that it will take a lot more then that to push me away...you know how I feel about you and I am here when you are ready and even if you decide you aren't then I am here as your friend."

Ta Da

Had weird awful dreams last night, and woke up hardly able to turn my neck much less move...still have a fever just under 100 (which is a fever for me I usually run at 97.4) Stuffy nose, my ears hurt and I have a sore throat.) Hurting bad, managed a little bit of yoga and loosened up enough to move about...still sore and achey but think I will just relax today.

UPDATED GOALS

let myself be loved

Progress 5%

Encouragements: 2

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Wow you are toasty!! Does ice on the forehead help at all? Sweet e-mail. He does sound like a great guy. And you're a wonderful person. Keep telling yourself that you're wonderful and don't fuck this up!!!! :)

Gabrador
Oh my does Adrian have a brother? He sounds too good to be true. I think you should tell him you are ready now, haha.
Sounds like you have a nasty cold. Get better soon

Karrin
I hope you rest today! And, I'm glad about the email from Adrian. He sounds lovely.

Juice
That's a great email from A. I hope it makes you feel a little better about loving yourself. Blessings.

Killingsworth