I want to die...I can't take …
I want to die...I can't take this anymore. I don't want to back to therapy...I'm sick of it all. I …
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I am so sick, the antibiotics aren't working and my drs won't see me, the ER won't either....fuck it, I hope I get full blown pneumonia and fucking die....I don't care anymore.
I am sick of the pain and the fact that I am useless, pathetic, sick and broken.....fuck it.
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Can't believe that even the ER won't let you in. That's pure negligence. Keep on rasing hell. They have to help you. And of all the awful things you say you are only sick, none of the other stuff. Hope you call Barry and let him help you out.
Karrin
Sweetie I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I cant believe that the ER wont even help you!!!! Get back in bed and try to stay calm. Keep up with the antibiotics and I hope things look better for you soon. Hugs
bebu
Oh Jess, please don't feel useless. I need you, as do a lot of folks here. More than that, Barry needs you. Please hang in there. You can make it, I know you can. Love you Jess. Much love and many hugs.
Marah
Jess you will get better...you have to...I know this is selfish but what will I do without you? You are my bestes friend ever...I know we dont' know each other well but you are always there when I need you...You can't die!!! Is there another hospital you can go to in town? I thought the er can't turn anyone away for any reason...they have to take everyone...EVERYONE! Please go back and make them take you! PLEASE!?
I love you my dear friend and I dont' want anything happening too you.
I'm here for you
HUGS
Tonya
stargazer673
Hey Jess. I didn't even know ER could deny you. That's outrageous. I know when I've been sick, I have to let the anti-biotics do its thing. Can take up to 2 weeks. You are very sick. Respiratory infection is nothing to be taken lightly. You can be out like you were this weekend. Please lay and bed and rest. I know it's hard, but that's what'll it'll take to get better. Continue journaling and talking to us here at DS. Love and prayers. Helen
hja
no no no, this is no time for the "fuck its" I know you're worn down and beaten. You don't want to die though. I have an idea. I'll call Anderson Cooper and Dateline and Nancy Grace. You collapse in the ER with the cameras rolling and it will all be on national TV!! No, that was extreme but brainstorming is a great way to get answers. Loves.
Gabrador
y wont they see u? insurance reasons?
missyS
I love you...
And I want you to be around.
Don't give up.
If you need me Im here, and hey, u can always marry me and come to Canada and get better on the Medicare ;)
Will you Marry Me, Jess?
(and my Medicare) ;)
Looooove you
SarahLynn
that is crazy that the er wouldn't see you. You cannot be denied care!
snv28