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I realize I am hard to understand...sorry guys, I suck at everything including video journals.
ChefJess
ITS MY BIG SIS! IN MOTION! EEEE :D!!! I can't really hear you tho; its not your fault, its just my computer hums louder than the volume can go up, lol. *kicks computer* Ahhh, now its louder. You know what? You have quite striking eyes. Very vivd and bright.
sabishii
Aw baby, you CAN do those things...You are worth so much more than you think- and Barry is lucky to have you. You're beautiful (no matter what you say!!! /sticks out tongue) and you're an amazing friend. I wish I could wave the magic wand and all the bad things and the pain would go away. It's not FAIR that you're hurting so badly. But pleaseeeeeee don't give up. PLEASE. You are the bestest girl EVER, and even though it's selfish of me, I need you. Oh, and you DONT suck at everything- you rock at cooking, being a genuine friends, loving others, and most importantly, just being you. I love you so much, hunny. Keep fighting all of this, and one day things WILL get better. Stay positive, hunny. I know it seems impossible, but one day soon, as long as you keep on chuggin' things will get better. I love you.
lapetitemoi
Oh, and I promise I will whisk you away to France with me once I start to get more settled. I love you.
lapetitemoi
Shut up already! YOu are juat soooooooooooooooo amazing! You CAN do this I wont let you give up. I wish to god i could just carry all of this for you for a little bit... you will go to france with Lily, you will get back in the kitchen, this pain will end for you... i swear it... im so sorry, i cant watch you so upset its breaking my heart.. x
littlemiss
i believe in u!! ur gonna make it threw!!! i know its tuff, but keep beleiveing!! make sure u keep all doubt out of ur mind. clear ur mind from anything negative. and keep smiling sweety. im here for u. ur such a sweet heart! awwwwww!!!
tylercj
Hey babe, I'm sorry but I hardly understood anything. All I see is that you are terribly upset and it is killing me. You are so beautiful when you smile and your eyes, oh my God, so big and blue.
I hope you get out of this bad space you are in right now. I hope your pain goes away and you will get the help you need. I want ED to leave you alone and Barry to take you in his arms. Love you
Karrin
I'm so sorry sweetie. I want to give you the biggest hug! I hope this pain gets out of your life for good. You'll get to do all the things you want, you're young, and bright, you just need to keep hanging in there, and keep fighting, like you have been. You're going so great.
xox
LillyAudrey
What Lily said, and you make a mean Asiago cheese bread. I mean I cook and everyone runs! Wonderful, inspirational friend you are. Through all of this you keep plugging along. To me, that's what life is all about. Blowing you kisses. XOXO
Gabrador
Awww... Sweety! I am praying for you to get what everyone on here KNOWS you deserve. And even if you don't see it you are a positive role model to me. And that is a rare and much needed thing. I know you want to give up; I know exactly how that feels. You described it so perfectly that anyone can understand why. I want you to know its ok to feel that way. Just remember people love you very much and want to see you get through this. Don't give up for the reason that you have so many more reasons to not give up. You will have your own unique fairytale when this whole thing pans out. I LOVE YOU!
JReeves