did i mention that yesterday was my birthday? ya...happy birthday (not really). anyway, im also really disappointed now because i tend to be really homesick all the time and my parents were supposed to visit me today. now, only my dad is because my mom is sick. i had just done my makeup and was ready to leave the room when i called to talk to her, and i cried right there because i was really completely disappointed. im just so stressed out here because there is nobody who i am comfortable enough with. im particularly anxious today because obviously, i slacked alot over house party wknd, and now i probably wont get my work done. i dont like to complain and act upset about stuff in front of the kids i hang out with here, because ive learned that it just pushes them away and then im lonely too. i have to act happy when im actually really freaked out half of the time. plus, im distracted because of this depressing situation with this boy and i really just wanted to get away from all of these school-ppl and not think about my "social life."
Many happy returns...and, I am sorry your mother is not well. I hope that it's not serious and that she'll be able to see you, again, soon. Take care and remember to slow down, when it comes to the people who love you...you have to, sometimes, or that' how mis-understandings happen...most importantly, they love you...keep that close to you...:>)
rushfan74