tweety68's Journal

Well spent 100.00 we didn't have at the vets to be told Gracie is allergic to flea bites. She got 4 shots but she seems to be alot happier now. Vet said all it takes is just one flea to make her miserable. Good think is he couldn't find any on her when he checked her over... Got kids ready for school, thanks to Dallas big sis she helped me with getting him new shoes, bag and trapper for school. Don't know what I'm gonna do when she graduates and leaves home. She's planning on going back to Okla were her uncle lives after graduation.  I depend on her for so much just not the help she gives but she is the one who I talk to share my hopes and dreams with. She's more then just my daughter she's my best friend.

Well back to Ku medical center today. They want to do a mri and see how well things are going. Can tell them "nothing is going on in my head, cuz it's full of wholes and spots". At leasst now my mom knows what I mean when I tell her "I'm sick and don't feel well" she got a good dose of reality the other day when I went over.. I looked like shit a nd felt even worse..

So much pain today, did manage to go over to my mother's so she'd shut up..she politely told me that i looked like shit..well du mom I'm sick!!! Had my daughter drive was so nice not to have to do that actually enjoyed the drive..Then when we got home she made my favorite meal..tuna fish sandwichs w/onions..Were ordering pizza for supper tonight..Were poor but i manage to either take kids out to eat or order pizza once a  month..Plus no mess for me to clean up..Daughter and I have or routine figured out now..I keep laundry done up and dishs washed she manages to do the rest..Yea she doesn't do it like I did or as fast as I did.But she gets it done. I just got to learn to handle the way she does things and not stress if there is a speck of dust on the cabinets or a dust bunny hiding under the cabinet.

Got to take momma dog to the vet the 7th. Wonder how much that will cost..She needs her rabies shot and she's developed sores along her backside that she just scratchs to beat all hell..She looks miserable, her hair is falling out along her tail..We had her since she was a puppy she was like 5 weeks old..Shes now been with us for 6 years..When she does die she will be sadly missed.. We do got one of her daughter's out of her last litter..She's my dog Zena, she pretty smart to ..When my legs start to spasm she will hold them down so they don't flop all around the place..Her and her mother both have broken many of falls for me..Softer landing I will say..

The pains from the gall bladder have eased up some..Only bugs me when I eat something. Think a person can go 5 days at least without eatting..Don't think I can thou especially when daugther is ordering pizza for supper..I will no doubt eat supper in bed so I'm laying down then within 30 minutes of eatting I will be in the bathroom tasteing it for the second time..Can't wait till they remove the damn gall bladder for me..They told me it is trickie now since I'm on the study drug and have 2 chronic health conditions to boot..