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October 3, 2008 11:35am
I have made up my mind and I know I am done. I am finished with the lies, the betrayal, and the sadness he puts me through. I have to …
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elisha’s Profile
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About Me
New mom to a beautiful girl from Guatemala. Wife for almost 20 years to my highschool sweetheart. I turned 40 last February. I was surprised that it came so fast. When I was younger I use to think 40 was old, now I have completely changed my mind!!!
Interests
arts, crafts, outdoors, exercise, romantic films and comedy, gardening and spending time with family and friends....
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Journal
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he wants to save the relationship
September 29, 2008 6:37am
I can't do it. I can't. I feel no trust anymore, and he wants us to stay together.... I don't understand why he wants to be …
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forever broken trust
September 26, 2008 6:56am
I will forever not trust him. It will never be the same. I still love him, but the trust is completely gone and that is something that I cannot …
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Hugbook
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Night hugs! HUG HUG HUGGITY HUG HUG!
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Hi Elisha! :) You and your family, are in our thoughts and prayers, every day. :) sending bunches of hugs, and flowers. :)
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me too! ugh, i hate being sick! I love you, though!!! Some flowers to brighten your day, and a big hug just because...
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Here's a hug because I know you need it. Hope you have peace today. ((HUGS))
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SPECIAL HUGS FOR YOU..HOPE U HAVE A BETTER DAY
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- working
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- worked, then had to stop taking it because after a few years, it made my heart skip beats in an uncomfortable way.
- Lexapro Not Working
- tried this and other than the annoying side effect of a clenching and tight jaw, it did make me happier. But couldn't stand the jaw clenching side effect!
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- This is the liquid form, looks like a bottle of cough syrup, and I am taking small amounts, not at the therapeutic dosage yet. I have no bad side effects so far.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI suffer from hormonal imbalanced anxiety and depression, pmdd, most of my life. Have felt a sense of low self esteem due to anxiety and depression. Trying to recogonize when my hormones are out of balance and then trying to understand myself better. I feel better when the sun is out. I also feel better when I am taking good care of myself and trying to avoid trigger foods such as caffeine, junk food, sugary snacks. I just want to be content and I am working on that daily.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helps. EFT helps. (Emotional Freedom Technique)
- Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) Working / Worked
- Emotional Freedom technique is relaxing.
Open Endometriosis
I have lost my tubes, and one ovary due to endometriosis. I have had three laproscopies and one laporotomy. I have my right ovary remaining and it has a endometrioma (chocolate cyst) on it that at times can be painful. I am trying to avoid surgery to remove my only ovary, I want to keep it for hormones until I go through menopause.
Treatments
- Lupron Working / Worked
- Lupron was a mental nightmare for me, I became deeply depressed after two months being on it. I was so sad from it, it was awful. It has warnings on the package.
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- Relaxation therapy, eating better, avoiding plant and chemical estrogens helps, and trying to stay sane in an insane world to help stay well.
- Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) Working / Worked
- Helps to relax me and keep me feeling better.
Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
I have a one year old adopted from Guatemala.
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Lyme Disease
brother has lymes, I think my dad has it, and my dog had it...
Open Infidelity
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