Journal Entry for January 10, 2008
Things are better in my head. It was just a bad dream. Seemed a lot bigger and badder than it really was.
Last week I found my old friend …
is feeling Good
Strength comes from somewhere...always when needed most.
Mother.Lover.Friend.Hopeless Romantic.Lesbian.Singer.
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hazelrose commented on colored_cheerios’s journal entry pain, depression and other stuff 4:38pm
I could totally tos :) I'm so sorry to hear about the ankle!! That's never fun. I hope it heals quickly…
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Things are better in my head. It was just a bad dream. Seemed a lot bigger and badder than it really was.
Last week I found my old friend …
A New Support Group For Abuse & Rape Survivors http://dailystrength.org/groups/su...
glad me falling off the bed gave you the giggles and a smile....
I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you... Many hugs, Jessica
" The greatest and most important problems in life are all in a certain sense insoluble. They can never be solved, but only outgrown." Carl Jung
Insist on yourself. Never imitate. Ralph Waldo Emerson
I was recently diagnosed with ankylosing spondylitis after dealing with it in mild to moderate form for several years and when it got bad finally went to the doc and did the blood tests and whatnot. I'm still learning about the disease and trying to do all I can to make things easier on myself and my family. I was on medicaid but since I lost that and have no insurance for a while I haven't been treated except with Ibuprofen and motrin although I did get some physical therapy.
All my life I've seemed to fall into bad situations where I've been taken advantage of....the last one was with my NOW x-husband. Molested...raped....I still deal with deep rooted issues related to my past.
My whole life I denied who I really am. It feels so good to FINALLY understand that part of myself I felt was there but left uncharted. I've found an amazing woman who I love and adore like I never knew possible!!! :)
I'm a proud mom of two beautiful girls age 7mnths and 5yrs. Mikaela, my 5yr old, just started kindergarten full day and it's a new experience. I'm a stay at home mom for now starting back to nursing school in the spring and also will be looking for part time work to help pay the bills and get on my feet.
I was told I couldn't have anymore babies...then came my miracle. Rheanna Jalise was born February 1, 2007, 2 weeks early as she was due on Valentine's Day, but healthy as can be.
I was diagnosed with stage 2 ovarian cancer affecting both my ovaries and fallopian tubes. I had treatments and eventually had to have my right ovary and fallopian tube removed as the treatments remained inefective there. It's been 3yrs since remission. I hope to find support and be able to support others here.
Healthy eating needs to be a part of mine and my loved ones lives for several different reasons!!