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Well I screwed up everything. All of a sudden, I was just sitting there and the nothingness came whirling back. I …
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It seems the longer my son is gone, the more I miss him.
I'm alone all day and night today and I don't know what to do with myself. I keep thinking about what I was doing this time last week. Being with Max. Keeping busy being mom. It's the emptiness that is the worst.
It seems the only friend I have today is the computer and the dog. I wish it was like it use to be before I was bi-polar and medicated. I would take drives or walks just to entertain myself. Now I feel paralyzed with nothingness. Not motivated to do anything at all.
My new job doesn't even stimulate me anymore.
My thoughts are all over the place. I can't stand this quiet, this empty house. I have a full heart with no where to go and no one to give it too except cleaning my toilet or something mundane like that.
I so envy the friends I have on here that have children. I feel like I have no purpose today.
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