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i feel numb, restless, overstimulated and feel like someone ripped my other half out.
all i want to do right now is take a pill that will help me forget the
n o t h i n g n e s s
of being seperated from one's own child.
who will i make breakfast for?
who will i teach today?
who will i drive to meet friends?
who will call "MOM" can you get me a peach?
no one.
can i do something about it?
nothing.




I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling right now :( Super big HUG!!!!!
Karena11
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-6...
pearljamfan
I caught up on your journals just now. The complete range of emotions. Sounds like what I used to write in my book journals about Ryan. I can feel your pain, for real. Thinking about you, sending good karma your way.
MarkJLB