The Sound of Silence
July 25, 2008 2:08pm
It seems the longer my son is gone, the more I miss him.
I'm alone all day and night today and I don't know what to do with …
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Pennyphone’s Profile
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Pennyphone
is feeling Bad
Confusion now hath made his masterpiece!
Recently: 6 discussion replies, 5 journal comments more …
About Me
"For millions of years mankind lived just like the animals, then something happened, that unleashed the power of our imagination, we learned to talk."
Interests
"Late, by myself, in the boat of myself, no light and no land anywhere, cloud cover thick, I try to stay just above the surface, yet I'm already under and living within the ocean." - Rumi
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Pennyphone updated their status 11:16pm
Confusion now hath made his masterpiece!…
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Pennyphone updated their status 9:54pm
Across the room, I saw your eyes Black-windowed, looking back at me You...…
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Pennyphone changed their mood to Bad 9:54pm
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Pennyphone replied to lsilva777’s discussion post Crying in the Single Parenting support group 2:51pm
you may not have this "man" in your life, but you do have this new and wonderful new life you…
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Pennyphone wrote a discussion post in the Single Parenting support group: When your child lives out of state.... 2:22pm
Anybody else out there whose child lives in another state with the other parent? My son lives with his…
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Back to the grind
July 23, 2008 12:06pm
It seems like there is no reason to wake up this week. Going to work is usually nice and sometimes even fun, but today I didn't want to get …
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is how I am
July 22, 2008 11:00pm
Underneath this smile Lies everythingAll my hopes, anger, pride and shameMake myself a pact, not to shut doors on the pastJust for today,... I am …
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Journal Entry for July 19, 2008
July 19, 2008 5:03pm
i feel numb, restless, overstimulated and feel like someone ripped my other half out.
all i want to do right now is take a pill that will help …
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450 mph
July 19, 2008 1:14pm
My son is on a plane as I write this. I didn't cry in front of him at the airport. It's like I wanted to touch him every …
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JUST WANTED TO SAY HI MY FRIEND.HOW ARE YOU DOING,?WELL YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AND TAKE CARE AND KEEP IN TOUCH LOTS OF HUGSSSSS JACKIE
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AM SORRY YOUR SON HAS TO GO BACK HOME IN INDIANA'(WHERE IN INDIANA DOES HE LIVE)IT'S NEVER EASY TO LET SOME ONE YOU LOVE LEAVE.I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.TAKE CARE LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSSSS JACKIE
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I feel for you Pennyphone! I feel that way whenever my daughter is with her dad and the few days I have with her are not enough and I just really feel for you! I understand that loneliness and emptiness and that separation one feels when their child is not there. I wish I could be there to fill in the gap. I don't know what else to say? I wish you could get more time with him some how? Hang in. Go be with friends or go to a movie maybe? You will be in my prayers....
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thanks for the comment in my journal. you are so right, there is dignity in living one's own life & not depending on a partner. blessings to you. di. xxx
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Just wanted to give you a hug and wish you a fun day with your son.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
For my 40th birthday, I got Bi-Polar disorder. Hoorah!
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- taking very small amount.
- Seroquel Not Working
- Gained 40lbs in two years on Seroquel. Made me groggy and unclear. Helped with sleep.
- Synthroid Working / Worked
- taken this all my life.
- Vyvanse Working / Worked
- Switched from adderall. not sleeping as well. longer working drug, but still feel listless and lethargic due to other drugs. fights with serequeol.
Close ADHD / ADD
Treatments
- Vyvanse Working / Worked
- Made huge improvement on my depression as well.
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Acupuncture Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- take only as needed but makes me tired and comatose.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Desipramine Not Working
- tried it hated it.
- Effexor Not Working
- made me CRAZY. It was hard to come off this drug.
- Geodon Not Working
- did not like it
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- The best solution to almost any problem.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Helped me stop smoking.
- Writing Not Working
- total writers block because there is no mania to write from...
- Zoloft Not Working
- made me start smoking
Open Single Parenting
I live out of state from my teenage son, he visits alot, but I'm missing being a mom full time.
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