Journal Entry for February 21, 2008
it's been so long since i've been here.everything in my life has changed and i've been so busy,it was only 6 months ago were i felt no …
is feeling Good
i am confused with the things i do and dont understand how i can do certin things to myself and others...
i really enjoy staying home in my safe place[my bubble]i love spending my days taking care of my babies, 2 and 2 months...i enjoy cleaning and i have this thing were i change my house all around once a week.
it's been so long since i've been here.everything in my life has changed and i've been so busy,it was only 6 months ago were i felt no …
friggon pregnancy, boo hooooo.i feel like just screaming when i don't know exsactly what is bugging me, i'm really intouch with my self but …
okay now that i'm alone.....i'm finally back on line, it's been awhile and i took a much needed break from my computer....summer was busy …
my dad died last year..two years from hid dio he passed and i really am complete ignorite to death,when we die are we just "poof gone"?
i've always been different,in order to be around people i had to be either drunk or stoned, always picked the way wrong crowd and never felt comftable in my own skin.now i am clean and sober but my 2 oldest children are in foster care and my heart it aches
since a little girl i've been abused,sexially,physically and emotionally i feel this has had the biggest impact on my life!I AM NOT A VICTIM NOR A SURVIVOR I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BECOME THE ABUSER...
i am 20 weeks along now
my two oldest children are crownward,my 7 yr old her granparents have custody.i have custody of my 18 month old and 1 on the way, this is really hard to cope with my babies are spread out everywhere!