beachchik's Journal

Okay - this ought ot be a really fun tpoic.  I love my daughter to death but she is driving me absoutley crazy.  I am tired of being her puching bag so  to speak.  Part of it is her depression and the other is her "teenagerism"  Hard to tell from the two at times.

I think today is a "med" issue. I caught her lying to me before and then tripiling her dose anotehr time.  ARGH!!!!!!!!

I try to let it roll of my back and it is hard at times.  I feel like a pity party right now and that is just not me.  I don't know what else to do.  Then she has the boyfriend and all her hears me do is get on to her about the way she is.  I am surprised he hangs around.  I try not to be the witch but I'll be damned because I raised her better than that and she knows it.

She is absoutely kind, caring, compassionate, beautiful, amazing personality when she isn't at home.  Sucks!!  

I really, really, really, really need a break from my kids.  The unforunate thing is my mom won't even visit b/c of the husband.  Yes, we still live in opposite sides of the house (read previous entries). That is not even good anymore.   

Anyway, ths entry is about my daughter and my crazy self tonight.  I have an aunt that is retired and I may call and see if I can send the girls to her.  I know she would be thrilled.  Thanks, journal entry for the wonderful idea.  

I am glad I am writing because I am de-stressing a little here.  Other than that, I had a busy day at work after getting reprimanded for not catching something while I was doing payroll today.  I aksed my boss "isn't this why you double check and sign off".  I am nor perfect nor will I ever be, i am HUMAN.  Yes it is payroll - I still make mistakes, that is why you let someone review things like that, so they can be CAUGHT.  UGH!!! Work is another book to write but when I leave that place, the crapola stays there, I don't bring it home anymore.  Sorry I said anything.

That's all for now....