beachchik's Journal

Today is Monday and trying to find a place to rent with limited amount of moeny saved...well ti sucks and is not working.  I haven't given up hope but I am so ready just ot be gone.  I know it won't be any easier but what is the difference right now??  None bascially - have been doing it on my own for years just had the "other" money.  Anyway, he just left to take a fellow FF (firefighter) to go get his truck out at the island.  Which is quite a ways.  No offfering of to take any of the kids as I have to go grocery shopping.  I think I will sit here for a while and go when he gets back. 

Not much else to tell.  Just going thru the hardships of needing to find out who I am and start moving on it.