Motherearth's Journal

well as you know Dusty and i just celebrated our 11 month anniversary and i wrote an entry last nite, well...after i wrote that he never showed up but he did call to break up with me and break my heart...he was my first everything you dont even know...today was the first day of school and i was so torn up i couldnt go...but im ok now, i have my grounds and everything, i talked to his older sister nd she said that everyone in their family was angry with hom for letting me go because i was the best thing hes ever had...i gve him everything i had, he helped me with so so much with my life, my past, he was the first person i ever toled about wat happened to me and i will always be greatful for that...i still feel the pain but im better than him...that girl i wrote about yea thats why he broke it off...hes already with her...so that shows me that i am better than he is