Motherearth’s Profile

Open Depression - Teen

Well, i have been suffering from severe depression for about three years now. Alot ahd happened to me since and alot has happened to make me depressed. I thought that i was over it a year ago, but this summer it came back... with a fuckin vengence.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Not Working

When i was 13 my mother took me to a psychiatrist, it didnt help, it only made me repress my thoughts and feelings inward.

Writing Working / Worked

Love Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Open Adoption

When i was about 3 months old my grandmother had to adopt me because my parents couldnt take care of me. My dad has severe heart disease and my mother has cerebal palsy and was mentally unstable.

Treatments

Love Working / Worked

Open Bisexuality

I am a female and i was in a 3 year relationship with a girl, i was too young to understand, but now that i amout of the realtionship i am looking for a boyfriend!

Treatments

Talking Working / Worked

Open Depression Supporters

I do want to, in any way help others in any way possible. Even though i suffer from many mental illnesses, i still have a need to help others.

Treatments

Writing Working / Worked

Open Family Issues

Alot has happened, i have a real messed up family

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Love Working / Worked

Open Multiple Personalities

well, i was introduced to mutiple personalities when i was very young, but i thoguth itwas just a game, so i played along to. After a while i started to believe that it was real and i thought everyone else has it too, but i now know that wat i have is not good, not healthy and that i should try to fix myself... i just need guidance to do that.

Treatments

Writing Working / Worked

Love Working / Worked

Open Personality Disorders

i am just REALLY messed up and need serious help

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Writing Working / Worked

Love Working / Worked

Open Heart Failure

My biological dad has this horrible disease. He has it ever since he was born, doctors didnt think that he would make it to 7 years old, but he is still with us today at the age of 37. So, yes i think of him as a very courageous man, and love him to death. i am always concstantly worring about him because ofhis bad and dangerous health issues.

Treatments

Lasix Working / Worked

Writing Working / Worked

Open Tuberculosis (TB)

Well, i am 16 and i had to get a routine TB shot for my new school im gonna go to, my first TB shot, then they said i had it. i have what they called, the "dormant kind" so knowone can catch it which is real good! i was so surprised!!! i have NEVER know anyone with it in my life, i still dont know how i got it. im on the pills now, have to be for 9 months which really SUX! so yeah, im pissed about it.

Treatments

Isoniazid Working / Worked

have to take it for nine months

Vitamin B6 Working / Worked

have to take it for nine months

Open Breakups & Divorce

me and my ex were together for 3+ years and about 5 or 6 months ago i broke up with her.

Treatments

Leave Working / Worked

i left her, she left me

Love Working / Worked

when she was gone i knew that i had to first love myself before i could love another.

Music Working / Worked

music ALWAYS has helped me, its my only way to relese what i am feeling inside.

Pets Working / Worked

my kitty Buster and my 2 dogs Mitzi and Carlos are helping me get through this.

Talking Working / Worked

Open Teen Anxiety

ummm, well i have had anxiety, i have had it ever since i became a teenager. i have anxiety over a lot of things... i dont reslly know what to say about it. i dont like it that is for sure

Open Insomnia

hey, well i have had insomnia for a while now...and even when i do sleep its a very broken sleep, it feels like i never get aany rest, it sux but im ok.

Treatments

Music Working / Worked

i love music, thats wat i do when i cant sleep, i listen to the radio.

Reading Working / Worked

reading has always been a love of mine.

Open Healthy Eating

well, i have been overweight for about as long as i can remember, just about a year ago i got on a healthy food kick. now im not overweigh, i have lost 44 lbs and i do not eat anyhing else but healthy food.

Treatments

Organic Diet Working / Worked

i love it!

Physical Exercise Working / Worked

i love to walk VERY long distances, especially in the summer time

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

hey, i have lived with my grandparents ever since i was 3 months old. my papa has always talked down to me, callin me every fucking name in the book, still does to this very day. and when i was little my mother hit and threw me across the room making me have terrible memory problems to this day.

Treatments

Forgiveness Working / Worked

i have tried to forgive my real mother for wat she did to me but a lot of times i cant, i dont think i really can fully forgive her. i know that i have it in me so maybe, hopefully someday i can and will.

Leave Working / Worked

i would love to leave! when i was little my grandmother to me and made me leave my real parents, she adopted me along with my papa, which came even more pain but im ok.

Music Working / Worked

it helps for a time but then i know that i have to be forced back into reality when the song ends.

Talking Working / Worked

i have talked to my best friend and resently my boyfriend, he doesnt know it all though. i have a counsler but i refuse to talk about this because i want to get get the session over with

Open Codependency

i never really thought about it b4 but i guess that would be the word for me, codependecy...i always thought i was just helping others out...weird.

Treatments

Music Working / Worked

music has always been kinda an escape for me.

Pets Considering

my kitty Buster always trys to help me out!!!

Reading Working / Worked

i love to read!!

Talking Considering

my fiance always says it is best to talk about ur feelings, its really hard 4 me, but im trying!

Love Working / Worked

love always works especially true love like wat me and my baby have.

Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery

i like weed, its cool...i always say that it doesnt really effect me but my fiance says differently...its cool though...he intorduced me to it about 3 or 4 months ago...i love him

Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

hello, name's Forest 17 yrs old do i smoke? YES do i want to quit? IDk how do i feel? DAMN GOOD YAY!!!

Open Sexual Abuse

hello, im 17 never really talked about it...idk

Treatments

Leave Working / Worked

Music Working / Worked

\"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

Open Healthy Sex