julies3's Journal

well things have been busy around here, and I have had much time to be on this site, but am doing well, and thanks to all of you alot stronger! Things with him have been up and down, he says one thing and then does another, Am still catching him in lies, and calling him on it! and let me tell you , he is not likin git one bit, one time he even said, am leaving, so I went into our room, and started throwing his stuff into a garbage bag, and he came in a asked what I was doing, I said am helping you get your shit out of my house! well he changed his mind, real fast, I said, dont ever think , that am afaid, of you leaving this house, I have been through hell and back, and one thing I have learned from it, is I can make it on my own, the only thing you do for me , is  pay this house payment, and am sure if I had too, I could do that too, so dont think for one second, I need you,  you are here because I want you here, because you said, you wanted to make this work, so you better start!  well he is not liking the new me, I just live my life for myself and my kids, I dont worry am more where he is or when he is going to be home, if he doesnt call so what, life goes on! and am much happier, I  still wish that one day he will change, but I dont think that will happen, drinking and partying are more important  right now,   So  I am okay.,  and I wanted to tell all of you thank- you! I would of never  made it throught this with out all of you!!!!!!   Hugs Julie