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Wednesday, June 4, 2008 | A Painful story

we will meet tomorrow at 9:00 in the morning, Honesty I never thought it would come to this, always thought he would come to his sense, and see what he is throwing away, but no he wants a divorce! This is breaking my heart, for some dumb reason I still love him, Talking to him on the phone today, he could care less, he is even going to pay , for the filing, cant wait for this to be all over! He just wants to be in his house again, and is wanting to know when my stuff will be gone! Man this sucks

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I will be praying for you my friend. It never makes sense. I read something last night in the codependent book I'm reading and it said that this woman was married to a raging alcoholic. She made all the money, took care of the kids, the yard, the house, etc. and when she was thinking of leaving him because of the abuse to her and the kids she said, "i don't think I can take care of myself". I had to laugh, but sometimes, don't we think that. He's walking away. you don't want to live with someone that doesn't want to live with you. And maybe some space will give him time to rethink things. And if not, you'll at least know. You've got your act together. maybe someday he'll see it and it may be too late for him. Sometimes people stay with people because they're afraid of what life would be like without them. That's never a reason to stay. Why is it you're moving out again? It doesn't make sense if the kids are with you.

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My heart goes out to you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Please remember, there's a reason for everything... even though we sometimes don't understand and know the reason. God has a plan hon. I hope you believe that. Have faith...it will give you strength to come through the storms. ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))

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