last night we had a good talk, …
last night we had a good talk, we both agreed that the kids must and will come first! there will be no more …
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I know what i must do now, but I really didnt want to uproot my kids from their home, and that is the main reason I wanted him to come back, if am honest with myself, I know my marrage is over, was along time ago, he has turned into a bitter angry person who I dont want to be around anymore, I just didnt want to be alone, but being alone is better than dealing with what he is doing to me, I just didnt want to do anymore to the kids, didnt want them to go though any more pain, and I knew, even though he will pay child support, I couldnt afford this house, so I thought if he came back I could atleast stay here, so my kids could be happy in their home, but he doesnt see it that way, he wants it to be over, wants be gone, so I will go, I wll get a apartment around here, so my kids will atleast go to the same schools , and our dream home will go up for sale! THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!! but I know that I must get though this, I must but my life back together, and get my kids lifes back together, and I need to get as far away from him a s possible, it is the only way ! it will be only a matter of time until he turns his anger towards my kids, and I will never let that happen!!!!
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Hi sweet friend. I am so sorry. I can feel your pain and remember it well, personally. You feel like there is no hope and that nothing will work out. But I can tell you, 1 year down the road, that I can't believe how different it is. I am at peace. I know I didn't have kids at home and that is the worst part, but you can do this. You've known it was over for a long time. I asked my counselor after my X left how long he knew he'd been having an affair before I told him and he said 3 months. And he said, "you did too. You were just in denial". He said that we stay in denial until our minds can grasp the truth. And once it can, then we can handle it. You've suspected for a long time. Don't let him play games. Be strong, be calm, and be there for your kids. We'll be here for you. Hugs.
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