julies3's Journal

he came here this morning to get his boat , he took  2 of the kids with him, one desided to go to the beach with me, anyway, I wanted to up and out of the house before he got here, he said he would be here beween 9 and 10 but of course when I need him to be late, he was early, and boy did he trow himself a temper tantum, he didnt like the fact that I had but some of my things in his garage, and he thought the house wasnt clean enough, well of well you no longer live here remember. I just turn and walk away and contuie to pack up my car, he kept going, I finally turned to him, and said, if I havent proved to you enough, what a good person and mom I am and what I will now to save this marrage, then you need to get the rest of your shit now. I know I made a fool of myself the other day, but sometimes my emotions get the best of me, and this isnt easy for me, like it is you,  and yes sometimes I do break down so fucked what, deal with it, I cant and wont be like you, you are a no feeling robot. I also said, you should be happy this is what you wanted your free, isnt why you were lying and hiding stuff from me, and treating me like shit for all those months, so that I would finally have enough ,and kick you out, and look, it worked now you can tell everyone, what a cold hearted bitch I am I kicked you out! you should be happy, you can see who you want, when you want go out a party when you want, and best of all you dont have me around to bother you, you dont have to answer to me, or even see me, and you sure in the hell dont have to lie and say you love me anymore, so be happy !!!!!