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Journal Entry for January 7, 2008 Mood

Monday, January 7, 2008

Not doing too well with my new goal of not being so moody. Think everyone at work was glad when i left today. It's just hard sometimes my hormones are doing overtime, I feel ill most days and I am trying to stop thinking about some stupid man.

Everyone seems so damn cheerful about the new year! Why? Like last year was so great. I just can't help think...great another whole year to get through another year of illness, loss and heartache. Another year of being alone and unhappy. I just can't look on the positive side I can't see that I should be grateful to be alive i can only feel the pain.

Did warn you that I aint doing too well with my goal.

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Hi have you read my goal look at the start I have not got off to a good one but if a goal was easy then it wouldnt be a challenge.You are not alone youve got now one friend to go into the new year me.I bet you think oh please dont pick on me you dont understand well I am sorry I do I am going to name today as lets be sorry for ourselves day and its only for today but tommorrow is lets smile day it might work and you can encourage me we will do our goal wont we.JJx

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You do know that the meds cause alot of side effects- mood swings?

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