Journal Entry for February 4, 2008
Okay. Not much has been going on lately. I've been sick for the last week, and thuis havent been to school. I seriously doubt that I'm going …
is feeling OK
I live in a hick town about an hour from Kansas City. I spend most of my time with my closest friends who have always been there for me. Books, movies, and playing with my pets are basically my life.
emo, rock, alternative, classick rock. I read alot. Some of my favorite books are by Ellen Hopkins, Stephen King, Anne Rice, and Poe. I do anything I can to escape from the real world...I really hope to become a criminal psychologist ^_^
Okay. Not much has been going on lately. I've been sick for the last week, and thuis havent been to school. I seriously doubt that I'm going …
I'M FUCKING THROUGH! I give up! Thats what EVERYONE seems to be waiting for, so I'm gonna give it to'em. I'm going to drop out and …
I went back to school today. Troy came and picked me up, he had Billy with him and we all somked out before we went into school. I was stoned off my …
lol DFS just called...the juvi office wants me to come in....XD
I've made my resolutions and tacked them on the wall. I'm eating …
Everythings going to be different this year...I hope. I'm trying my hardest to forget Josh, I really am, but he's never far from my thoughts. …
Let us all know if your alive. We miss you and hope your doing well. Stay strong,,,, I know its hard.
send me a messege and let me know how you are. I miss you and hope to talk soon. Hope everything is all good with you.
RANDOM HUGS hope ur ok today xxx Jo.
You can beat SI! I believe that you can! I don't know how far along you are but something you may wish to try is called "the butterfly project". Its where you draw a butterfly (or preferred whatever) on your arm (or where ever) with a marker. You then name it. The goal is not to cut as long as that butterfly is there. When it eventually washes off you "set" the butterfly free and you start again. If you cut while your butterfly is there it is "trapped" and you just need to start again. Several I know have tried it and it assisted them greatly. Also I have seen SI'ers use ice. If you become so triggered you absolutely feel the need to harm grab a piece of ice and hold it in your hand. It will "burn" but it will not hurt you. Grant it the ice is just a small "fix" but it may assist you until you can calm down and identify why you are feeling the way you are. I hope you found this helpful! I am really pulling for you and I am so proud you started this goal! Remember small steps...each day you dont cut is another steps towards your recovery. Best of luck on your long journey! And if you need any assistance I am here! Be gentle to yourself! xoxoxox
im thinking, Random and Hugs, lol hope ur having a good day and are ok xxxx Jo.
I'm 16 and have been struggling with my weight all my life.
My dad died when I was 7, my grandma when I was 10 and my brother has been in a boys home since he was 10...we hold resentments toward each other. I've been cutting since I was 13.
I'm a compulsive overeater...or binge eater whichever you prefer...
>. so many things going on right now...I'm so confused...
I've been cutting since I was about 13...
My dad died when I was seven my closest grandma when I was 10 and recently a good friend who was only 20
I'm in a relationship with a guy...but I've been wanting a girlfriend a lot lately....