tryingtomoveon's Journal

Well I couldn't take it no more. I broke down and went and filed for divorce myself. I know the reason why she wouldn't do it is cause she wanted me to pay for it. But I wanna move on and get this behind me. Still some days I feel good and others I still feel the pain. I found out if you get up and do things, anything, it helps keep your mind occupied. One day I'm gonna be happy again. And the past will be the past. I just wish I could have done things different but I realize it takes two in a  relationship. If one doesn't love the other you can't do a damn thing about it. You just count your blessing and go on. I think God it wasn't worse then it was. We didn't have any kids and I had enough since not to adopt hers. I ended up with all the financial responsabilitys but with the help of God I'll be alright. Thanks also for my to new dear friends KayM and Staceyp.