Journal Entry for February 19, 2008
How long do you feel low for, people say it gets better with time and it does'nt its getting worse yes i have other problems but i dont want to …
How long do you feel low for, people say it gets better with time and it does'nt its getting worse yes i have other problems but i dont want to …
My dad was diagnosed with cancer 5 weeks ago and it was to late for him to be treated he died on the Sept 26. I was very very close to him and is was a great shock to be told it was gone to far to be treated. I know he did not suffer in the final days and he went peacefully, i just dont know why i am feeling the way i do, i went to see him in the chapel of rest to try to accept he has gone but it was not him in my mind, is it normal to feel like he has not gone and to feel like i am cracking up