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My name is Derek. I am a computer science major at a university. If you want to know more... ask.
Computers, Cooking, Guns, History, Music, Cars.
July 3, 2008 1:54am
so dailystrength isnt letting me upload a few of my new pics since they are too big. It is odd that the only modified picture that i have is …
June 11, 2008 11:23am
I know this is sort of off topic, but it made me happy.
Kucinich is bringing motion to impeach president Bush :) :) :)!
too bad the media isnt …
June 6, 2008 5:57pm
Hey
I havnt writen one of these in a good while, and I have been begged by a certain person to write one. Soo yeah .. here it goes.. …
May 16, 2008 8:51pm
Life is great for me right now :) :).
Work is hard, but I am having a good time doing it :).
I will be working out this summer to make myself look …
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are u trying to kill me??? those pics are scary omg seriously when i saw the one on fb it totally shocked me you look like a devil! - do you want everyone to know that you are the devil? and the one you posted here is just creepy :O you are scaring me!!!!!!!!!!! :P
sweetie, i just wanted to tell you that i really didnt have the time to talk to you today :( i miss you so much *kisses* Hope you will have sweet dreams of me :P Je t´adore!!!!
please dont feel horrible ... i would never want to hurt you!
hey you :) i hate how we never talk cuz um well you never talk lol :P how is life?
I have been a depressed person since first grade. I used to go home from school and tell my parents that I wish that I wasn't around. In 3rd grade I started to write suicide letters, and at that point in time I didn't even know exactly what was suicide. Over the summers of middleschool, and high school I would lay in bed everyday way into the afternoon...thinking about a different way to kill myself that day. I think about killing myself even during my happiest times.
I have been hurting myself since the start of high school. I used to put my hands into very hot water, and just let the pain go through my body like a slow poison. A year later I started to cut. I mostly stopped cutting, but I still burn myself.
Full workload studying computer science, full time job, and I am a Vice President of a fraternity. I would love some free time .. ..
When I was a teenager my heart would almost stop beating. I thought that I was dead so many times because I couldn't feel a pulse or anything. The doctor told me that it was the muscles of my heart tensing up, and not loosening up.
