Huh.
May 16, 2008 2:56pm
Thats the thing about people knowing anything about you before you even meet them. Its that you have to work just to get them back to knowing nothing …
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jonathan19’s Profile
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jonathan19
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About Me
I am 19 years old. A full time student with a Panic Disorder.
Interests
Guitar, music, my dogs, school, work, what few friends I have left, reading, writing, and poetry.
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Recent Activity
Sunday
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jonathan19 gave audgrl724 a Hug 7:57pm
sorry to hear that…
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jonathan19 gave audgrl724 a Hug 7:54pm
I'm sorry about that, but are you taking the shots? I guess you have too huh?…
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jonathan19 gave cheergirl247 a Hug 5:09pm
where is you?…
June 3
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jonathan19 turned 20 12:00am
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Journal
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Journal Entry for March 19, 2008
March 19, 2008 8:59am
well things haven't felt like they have gotten any better. I went without taking my medication monday night like the doctor said to do, and I …
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Journal Entry for March 16, 2008
March 16, 2008 11:03am
I want to apologize for my last journal entry that I took down. I'm not sure what came over me, but I do know that it was not a good thing. I …
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Journal Entry for February 13, 2008
February 13, 2008 7:34am
So I don't think that people are actually looking at my profile. Because, I have got maybe 2 hugs in the past 2 weeks from people. And I …
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Support Groups
Close Panic Attacks
I am 19 years old. I started having panic attacks about a year and a half ago...or so. I have been to Timberlawn as an out patient, seen many doctors, have had ups and many downs. I lost 3 really close friends because of my disorder, as well as about 5 not so close friends. Things have really sucked for me. I used to hear voices that told me to kill myself, I have cut myself many times before. I have stuck needles in my arm to get the voices to leave me alone. Jesus has helped me the most.
Treatments
Close Depression - Teen
I have been depressed for a long time now. I really don't know if I will ever get over this. It just feels like it has been so long since I have been happy.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaI wish I didn't need this community, but I just get so nervous and when that happens I start pulling.
Open Anxiety
My anxiety has got more and more intense over the past few years. It is not something that is easy for me.
Treatments
- Inderal Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Migraine Headaches
Before meds I would get head splitting migrains everyday that would last for hours.
Treatments
- Inderal Working / Worked
- Made the difference
Open Phobia
Type: Social PhobiaI have never been realy good around people. I can fit it I guess, but I always feel left out. its weird. Now its hard for me to make friends.
Treatments
- Acceptance Not Working
